2008
05.22
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Super busy, still working on this thesis like a mofo, evidently it will never be perfect and I’m sick of working on it. Anyways I passed Project Management, so all I need is Finance ( doesn’t look good, the study material they gave us was shit and incomplete ), Strategic Marketing ( which was also shit, only 4 classes, thoes four classes sucked, kids were singing and talking … during class and the only materials for the final was the class so I have to track down the powerpoints ), and this thesis.

2008
05.16
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(Caption) A 19 year old horny kid on Halo 3 who thinks he’s talking to a 14 year old girl named Tanya. The results: hilarity and memorable quotes. (Caption)

This is a test of Digg’s WordPress API … oh and the video is a little disturbing but funny.

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2008
05.12
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Well we submitted our thesis to be reviewed for this pre-final seminar. I thought I would have some time to relax and get out of Linkoping. Turns out that’s far from the truth. Not only do we have to study and work for retakes coming up in the next week, but we also have to read and prepare a in-depth critique for the other theses in our group for the seminar. However before I run off and crank out more writing, I have to admit that Jack really impressed me. He likes to party hard, but he works hard too. He really pulled it together and pumped out some good work. I knew he was a good kid, but after the work he put in on this thesis I have a new found respect for him. In any case he handled him self well through this crap that we have endured, which I swear I will get too soon but I just don’t have the mental capacity to deal with right now. Hopefully this time next week I will have at least an hour or so to explain what really is going on.

2008
05.06
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Yea, next week I’ll have something to talk about but right now I’m still trying to hammer things out with this thesis.

2008
04.29
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I don’t have much time, I’ve been working on the thesis as much as possible. When I have more time I’ll post something more substantial.

2008
04.18
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Well actually Gersick is a lady, but none the less she wrote an article on deadlines and creativity. One of the concepts she talked about is how groups kept their options open until this midpoint. The middle of the project after which they start hammering out an option. Now all this that she it talking about is done within the business sector (Gersick, 1995). I think it would be interesting to see if this applies in the academic sector as well. I know that my studying didn’t get “better” or more productive after the midpoint in studying. Although I’m not a group either … On the other hand, Mario and I devised an interesting way to remember the PMBoK 9 areas of management. “Is This Shit Really Cool Cus Quality Hurts People” … it’s doesn’t make that much sense but it was funny and entertaining at the time and we will remember it. It stands for Integration, Time, Scope, Risk, Communication, Cost, Quality, Procurement. Anyways I’m not re-taking these exams again and I will pass. Posting now will get me off the hook for a bit so I don’t fall behind on the whole journal assignment.

The thesis work is just starting to resume with Jack back from vacation … I have a lot to say about how the thesis stuff is going along but I just don’t have the time or mental / emotional capacity to be distracted with it now.

Time for sleep then more finals and more studying.

Gersick, C. (1995): “Everything new under the gun: creativity and deadlines”, in C. Ford & D. Gioia (Eds.), Thousand Oaks: Sage.

2008
04.13
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I don’t care … not really. I care about this thesis … So really 90% of my time has been devoted to that … Ok maybe not 90%, I would have to say 10% soccer, 40% video games, and 50% thesis … thats more realistic. Although I’ve also been working on some security skills since I feel like I’m getting out of shape. I do not want to waltz back into my internship and realize I forgot everything … Welp thats all for now.

*edit* I did forget to mention that all of the makeup exams are this week so I will be focusing on that as well.

2008
04.07
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So now pretty much all the classes are over. All we have left is the Thesis. Thats pretty much 2 1/2 months to write a small book. I’m partnered with a pretty descent guy. On the outside Jack is the most perverted, drunken, unorganized guy you’ll ever meet, but he knows his major pretty well. I wanted to do the thesis on something that I could submit to journal or conference but due to administrative differences I was not allowed to do so. So I’m stuck with RFID’s impact in Supply Chain Management focusing on Warehouse Management Systems and Real Time Locater Systems. After doing some light research it’s not hard to find some flaws within these systems but it will be interesting to talk to some companies and get a better look.

On a different note, I’ve noticed how the Swedes way of learning works. It’s considerably different then back in the states and way better then the shame that is France. One of the advisers for our thesis group is a professor from Western by the name of Solymossy. I’ll get back to him, but for the most part he put it pretty well. He had this illustration, in the US we ask for the knowledge, in Sweden they don’t give us the knowledge they teach you how to ask the right questions. It’s almost like the example give a man a fish feed him for a day or teach a man to fish and feed him for a lifetime. I have to say I’m not exactly fond of it, but it does make me look at education a bit differently and I think I’ll be able to do better when I get back to the states. As for the guy from Western, I’m not exactly fond of him either. He seems like a smart guy, and I think he’ll give us some structure to our thesis work, but I think he’s a bit too arrogant to be representing us over here. Arrogant may not be the right word, but it just seems like he’s trying overly hard to prove to everyone over here that he’s “American”. I dunno, maybe I’m just burned out or I have some personality issues with him. It’s getting harder to analyze how I’m feeling and figuring out the causes. Things aren’t as simple as opening up gdb and finding out what the value is in a certain part of memory. I know one thing for sure, I’m still pissed as hell from the grades that I got back from France. Imagine paying $7K+ for a semester of classes, not only having to fight to find out when and where classes are but also finding out they are total and complete bullshit … that rubs me the wrong way. Then after all of that, the three classes you actually gave a considerable effort on, you fail … horribly. And I’m a descent student. No, I’m not perfect, I failed accounting and that incredibly hard com systems class and came close on design geometry … but the rest of my entire academic career is solid. Four months and a ton of cash later all F’s yea, it takes a lot of Halo 3 to get over that one. As I digress, I’m still somewhat optimistic. I have a awesome summer internship to look forward to an another year and $30K of school until my academic career comes to an end.

2008
03.30
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Hi, I’m fatal’s hair. As fatal gets stressed we have learned that I get shorter. No, I’m not making him go bald, we just find it appropriate to change up the appearance a bit. So from what started as a normal haircut as we came to France, it wasn’t long until I was cut into a fauxhawk, then just after awhile in Sweden I was formed into a mohawk. As of the last week or so I have been shaved into a new haircut that is difficult to put into words, but if you were to cross a fauxhawk with a short buzz, this would be me. It’s interesting to note these major changes in my appearance with milestones through the trip such as grades and a major change of environment. Hopefully I won’t be cut any shorter, it’s still quite chilly here in Sweden.

This has been a short message from fatal’s hair.

2008
03.21
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So I’ve been getting these headaches. They aren’t my normal headaches. I usually get sinus pressure like headaches right behind my forehead. But these are weird, it’s all in the right side and a it feels like a twisting hammering pain. According to Web MD it could be stress related. So this weekend is all about stress reduction. Our Copenhagen plans got shot but I think I can have a relaxing weekend at home.

I think most of the stress is coming from the traumatizing experience when we were at ECE in France. Apparently I failed every class. It’s not as bad as it sounds. I don’t really need the credits and I’m not the only one that failed either. The classes were bullshit, so who would have thought the finals weren’t? And better yet we paid for shitty classes and still failed. Furthermore the classes transfer as letter grades, not Pass/Fail as we were told. So now my GPA is turned to shit. My hope of a master degree relies on “letter of recommendations”. Anyways I’m sure I’ll get through it, but I just need to deal with the upcoming finals, thesis while working out my headaches.

I’m going to go make some tea or maybe have a girly bath to try and relax.